I'm starting to collapse
and creating the cracks of chaos
out of which my folly
will emerge.
Now I almost desire
some kind of violence
to live, to die,
just for the experience of it.
I'm so hyped up
suddenly
that I want to fuck the world,
or be fucked by it.
Yes,
I want to penetrate all
with the sharpnel
of my million explosions.
I want to see my own blood,
I want to die with everyone:
the ultimate bonding experience,
we becoming forever,
a collapsing wavefunction
of violence.
On days like this
I think about being cursed
and all I can think is
Now.
LUCA: Last Universe Common Ancestor